Front cover of

When I Was

By Miranda Miller

Front cover of

Category: All Books, Fiction, Historical, Women's

Formats available: Paperback, Ebook

Pages: 264

Publication date: 18/03/25

ISBN-13: 9781917352000

ISBN-10: 191735200X

“Miller’s intricate fictions are lit by the dark flicker of a strong and original imagination.” — Hilary Mantel

1953. Viola is three. The young Queen of England is being crowned on a television in the corner of the room. Tubby little Viola gazes out at the party guests in this fancy London house, already alert to human drama.

This is a genteel family in gentle crisis as they have to move from a large house to a tiny flat. Viola’s Anglo-Indian mother hoped for much more from life, while her father gets involved in ghosting the memoir of a chorus girl who married a millionaire. Viola burrows into the adventures of storybooks and battles her three older brothers for attention. A decade passes, and Viola finds friendship and danger among the old and the young. 1950s London with its bomb sites, air raid shelters and attitudes to gender, race, class and sex is vividly present. When I Was provides a delicious, memorable portrait of the writer as a young girl.

 

“Utterly compelling… I wouldn’t have missed this experience for the world” — Carolyn Polizzotto, author of Pomegranate Season

“A lyrically written novel… highly recommended” — Maureen Stapleton for LoveReading

Reviews

The novel is an easy read … the touch is light and often humorous … the characterisation is interesting. There is much to recommend this novel, particularly readers interested in the social changes happening in post-war British society.

- Adele Wills for the Historical Novel Society

A lyrically written novel about life in 1950s London, based on the author’s own childhood. The beautifully written book offers a crisp snapshot of life in Great Britain after the war. This is a highly recommended novel presenting a slice of life of one family in a bygone era.

- Maureen Stapleton for LoveReading

I found it utterly compelling and could not put it down. It’s such a personal, intimate story of one hapless family and the reader feels for them so deeply! It's also a portrait of the artist in youth: [Miller], the mute observer, not missing a thing, observing so much. I wouldn't have missed this experience for the world. I'm enriched by it.

- Carolyn Polizzotto

Miranda Miller

‘Miller’s intricate fictions are lit by the dark flicker of a strong and original imagination.’ – Hilary Mantel London-based Miranda Miller has written eight novels, a volume of short stories about expat life in Saudi Arabia, and a book of interviews with homeless women and politicians. She was Royal Literary Fund Fellow at the Courtauld Institute from 2013-15.  Her Bedlam duology, two self-contained novels linked by the themes of artists and madness, was published by Peter Owen. The Royal Academy Magazine chose her novel The Fairy Visions of Richard Dadd …

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